-GAngSta biAtCh-

stressful me.....!!!

2006-07-28T18:30:00.000+08:00

like i said,i am gonna write oftenly here so u guys are gonna see more of my entries aite....

anyway like has been like hell in just these 2 days...my personl problem as well as my course...couldn't understand a ''pulti'' what he was teaching us...hhhmmmm....furthermore i was on medical leave yesterday due to fever and the flu,so i missed a class...but its ok coz i am gonna attend the make-up lesson tomorrow...hmmmmm....but overall,class is fun and i had hell of a fun time making fun of people and making a fool of myself with my stupid jokes...furthermore with my new-found colleagus...we are really cool buddies and can get along except for this one guy in our buddy group...he was nice and decent in the first few weeks but he is totally different now...we have suddenlt realised his true colours and it was like a slap to our faces....we girls have promised not to gossip about the other students in fron of me anymore in fear of being boycotted....but of course breakfast and lunch continues as usual with the gang....
i just got back from class and a brief appoinment with someone important and i am actually writing this entry from my sister's office...cool huh...i made this office like my own....
going for dinner soon with her and her colleague...its been a long time since i met them and i missed them loads...since i am starting class late tomorrow,i could stay out a but later tonight...
anyway i must stress that you guys don't know what the shit and hell i have gone through these 2 days....but its just part of my private life but i just wanna tell u gus how i feel....i am totally doomed,afraid,confused,in a dilemma and totally shocked for what is happening and going to happen...i just have to hope for the best and i have to pray to god to forgive my sins and let me start afresh...i've got this new job and i am totally happy and excited with all the perks involved and the good package so i don't want anythig to come in between and spoil it...everything unless they can give me more than what my new company offers...??
kinda hungry but i kinda feel combusted too...i had kfc fried chicken,cheesy fries and iced milo for lunch today with my buddies....it was their suggestion...i don't know but i feel that i feel good if i eata proper meal as in rice or noodles instead of fast food...but suprisingly i was an ambasador of fast food back then...i guess it changes with age and everything....its not that i don't like but i just don't feel full but i followed their suggestion coz i felt that i need change of menu....hhhmmmm....
anywayz,been talking too much here and i think they are gonna go off soon too so i might as well clear my stuff and get ready before they lock me in this office...
i am gonna enjoy mu dinner now......bye............................

2006-07-25T20:12:00.000+08:00

it has been a tiring and boring start for the week....my course which is more difficult and stressful each day,my flu,my cough,my boring life and most of all my laziness......!!!i'm kinda lazy to move around these days...i guess its due to the new hours that i am doing on my course..i tend to go home straight and SLEEP....!!!
i was so stressed up that i had to go and take a ''refreshing'' walk....so i head down to parkway parade yesterday after my course...did some window-shopping and also basic shopping...i got myself a top and a bottom from dorothy perkins which entitled me to a 15%discount....i couldn't get further discounts with my membership card though coz that was just their shop promotion....hhmmmm...but at least i could accumulate my points...next i bought shortbreads,chocolates and a hand moisturiser from marks and spencer...love the china blue floral collection...next i got myself some coffee sachets and some snacks to munch on ''discreetly'' in class....nasty..!!!i love to eat guys,i must confess...and u gotta accept that...too bad...but i do maintain my bootilicious figure though....a figure that niggaz love....hehehehe...i know mine do.....nasty!!!
to top up that shopping trip,i had to get quick relief flu medicine so i got myself a box of ''LEMSIP''....well,at least after that trip,i felt better and happier and calm...in fact i could concentrate better in class today...!!!thats my remedy to release stress...i've been doing that since i was a teen....
anyway,one sad thing was that i love this top from topshop...it sooo me and nice but its kinda costly for that kind of top...i thought i could spend that amount for a better brand like ''BEBE'' or something...so i went home without...furthermore i have been spending alot these days despite my boo not being around...hhhmmmm,how i missed him...if only he is here,he would have gotten that top for me...u know these ballerz love to see their women dress fine...and he always wants me to look good and always get the stuffs that he thinks will look good on me....oh gosh...why am i telling all these to u....?!?!?enough of that mushy mushy stuffs and lets get back to reality.......(i'm not trying to be like that ''someone'' ok but at least i sound better....hahahahaha)
what i'm also trying to say is that u guys could share or something to get that top for me...its ok.if its not a suprise anymore despite my birthday was like 2 weeks ago...its a brown,kimono concept satin top from topshop and i am wearing a size 12....got that info...???ok,cool.....

anywayz,enough of me and my crapz....i'm wrting this while listening to ''deja vu'' so i guess thats why all the mushy stuffs are coming out....but i do miss my boo aite....
ok ok fine....got to go now....gonna drink my ''LEMSIP'' sachet.its almost 9pm...gotta sleep early so that i could wake up early tomorrow and prepare for the upcoming topics for tomorrow....and there goes my stressful course again.......
oh what a day.....!!but now its time to have sweet dreams...or maybe wet dreams...ooops!!!

''knOw THAT i cAn't GeT oVer YOu
'cOz eVerytHing i sEe iS yoU
and i dON't wANt nO sUBstiTutE
bAby i sWEaR iTS DejA vU......''

ok guys..lets call it a night....good night.....!!!!sweet dreams to me.....and u...and u....and U.......!!!

oH mY goD...go awAY....

2006-07-23T12:53:00.000+08:00

oH mY gOD....!!!!
iTs bEen DAyS...mONtHS...yearS...(i THinK)....iN OtHER wOrDs...aGeS...siNcE I cAmE in HeRE tO updaTe mY bLOg oR eVeN LooK aT iT....oH gosh....
i GUeSs thE REasOnS arE mAybE bcOz i Was tOO pReOccUpieD WiTh OThEr STufFs ThAt aRe MUcH mORe iMPOrTaNt...aNd aLso MAYBe nOthinG muCh thinGs hAPPeniNg to WRitE abOuT(unLikE sOMeONE....)oR mAybE bCOz Too MUch thiNGs arE HaPPeNInG ThAT i doN'T wAnnA writE abOuT...poSSibiLitiES...BuT wHateVer....the pOint iS...i'M bAcK...BABY I'm baCk...bAbY gOt BaCk....(ANd Ya Ya i wiLL dIsaPPeAr AgaiN,i kNOw THATs wHat u ARE thiNKing...)
i GUeSS ItS Time To BE bAck in ThE LimeliGht..YeAH YeAh...AS if I wAS in ThE LimELighT At The firsT pLacE....i'M gOnNA StaRT uPDatinG mY bLOg ofTeNLy...hOW ofTEn..i DunNo bUt JUsT oFteNLy ok....sO guYs.....CHeCk iT OuT..!!
fiRsT oF aLL i mUsT SaY thAt i Was SoOOo ShocKeD To seE mY cOUsiN ArOUnD my arEA YestErdAy...BUt WE hAD fUN cHAttinG aNd CAtchiNG uP on gOoD OL tiMes ovEr MiLO DinosAur.OtaK-oTAK aNd pAus....U knOw wHO u ARe cOz I'm Not goNnA meNTioN aNy NamEs DE To SecUritY reASoNs AnD aLso DuE TO bCOz the CousiN invoLVeD is a MinoR....haHaHA....
BuT we did HaVe FuN aitE..esPeciaLLy GossiPiNG boUt ''MaRs bArS''....MuaHaHAhA...wHAt The PuLtI...!!
hoPe wE cAn ChILL oUT AgaiN LikE THaT...sO MoRe aHem aHem cOMPetitionS i GUeSS...hEY,i onLy sTArtEd uPDating mY bLOg cOz of u oK...sO aPprEciaTE mE aitE...YaYa WhaTeVEr.....
uR mOthER iS soOo BiG that sHe hAs tO taKe SHoWEr iN a RivER....hAhAha...

OoOHhHh weEeEE

2006-02-01T21:23:00.000+08:00

HEy YA....
I kNOw iTS BeeN a LoNg TimE.........
weLL....I JUsT gOt BaCk frOm kL maLaYSiA....i HaVe BeEn veRY StreSSeD anD BOrEd ANd Too mANy ThinGs Are iN My Head sO i GoTtA heaD fOr a hoLiDay...EvEntHouGH iTS nEar..i MeaN ...nOt To pARiS or somEThiNg U kNOw....
AnYWaY,i HaD gReaT TimE WiTH mY SiSsY and hER BuDDieS.....i ManAGeD tO fOrGeT my prObLems aNd LeAve mY sTreSs bEhiNd....Had nOnseNSicaL TiMe wIth EsHa aND her BuDDiES bUT oF CoURsE hoLIdAy Was MUcH mOre fuN wItH mY BudDy,ruPiEE....weLL iAm nOt sAYiNG tHat iTs Not fuN wITh My SiTer and Her FriEndS...we EnJoyEd TOO MucH bUT tHeY aRE My SiSTEr'S bUdDiES AS For RuPiEE,SHe is my BESt BudDy AnD WE sHaReD a LoT of sTUfFs TogthEr aND thiNK aLike....AnD ouR hoLIdAy WaS kiNdA lUxURiOUs As We StAyED iN 5sTar HoteLs WhiLE mY sIsTer anD hEr BuDdiEs Are U kNow.....moRE LikE on a BudGEt HoliDAy bUT wE juSt HaD fuN...aTe SOOO MuCH...gO cLuBBinG...sHOpPInG...MaKiNG fUn of peOplE...got drUnk iN ThE hOTel RooM...cReaTE OuR oWn gAmes AND amuSe OuRseLVeS....Bt Of CoURse,nOw tHAT i AM bAcK.....THe pRobLemS AnD sTResS Are SLowLy cLOudIng My hEAd AgaiN...I gUEsS i ShOUlD sTop ThinKinG aBoUT mY pRobLemS And LiVe my LifE aS THe DaYS gOes By....i JusT tHinK tOo MuCh aNd STResSed my seLf tOo MUCH tHat SoMETimEs My MInd iS Not WoRkiNg anD i BEcAme a ZoMBie....aaAhhH sHiT mAn....aNd i doN't kNOw WhY i sUDdENLy feeL so saD tHaT i feeL LikE cRYinG tOdaY...weLL i Did CrieD a Bit But I mAnaGeD tO wipE mY teARs BeFOrE anyonE SeeS it...i Don'T waNt ChAOS.....AaArrGgHhHh!!!!!
i THiNK I nEeD tO Lie doWn OR hAvE A dRinK oR gO OuT fOr A wHilE Now.....tO reLAx myseLf....

REtuRNEd fRom tHe deAd!!!!

2005-10-26T02:39:00.000+08:00

hEY whAdDUp PEEpZ IN tHE HOuSe....iTs LiKE i'M bAcK y'LL....FROM ThE DeAd oF CoURse....iTS BEEN a LooOonG Loonng Time SincE i UpDatE...U kNoW I'm a verY BuSy WomaN....EVERyoNE neeD mE eVERyWHerE.....wHaTEVEr....
weLL,i aM KinDA saD tOdaY....i AM In a diLemMA....SoMeTimEs I just aSK MYSelf.....dO i nEeD a bOyfRieND/man iN mY LIfE(BeSiDE My DaD coz I lOVE HIm A Lot)....LiFE SUX WitH A gUy By ur siDE,FROM mY PoiNt Of viEW...sOmeTImES U JuST HaVe thIS FeeliNG tHAT u NEEd Ur SPaCe aNd SometiMes wHeN Ur maN giVE u tHe SpacE ThAT u nEEd,U feeL tHaT u ARe Not LOveD...?!?i DuNNo...i am TRuly CONfUSED....fUrthErmoRe...I DoN'T WaNNa Get MARrIEd earLY aND StUfFS...iN FACT,i DoN'T wannA GET MARrIEd aT aLL....LooKinG aT aLL mY FRIeNds ANd rELAtIVeS WHo arE mArRIED,tHeY encouNTer SO muCH prOBLEms...!!!i mEAN THeSE pRobLeMs WOn't ArisE iF They arE nOt MARrIED t ThE fIRsT placE.....i dOn'T WANNA DiSAPPoINt MY ParEntS By Not GETTiNG mArrIED coZ Its onLY ME AnD mY SisteR THaT THeY hAvE bUt i aLsO WANNA LiVe THe LifE ThAt I wANt To LIvE...fRee,CaREfrEe,No oNE tO REPORT tO,NO oNe TO pEStEr,nO ONe To seRve,NoT mUCh RESpoNSibiLItIEs,ETc....
weLL...I jUst HaVe To SEE how FAR MY reLAtioNSHiP cAN go on....itS NOT thaT ItS On the roCKS Or sOmETHINg...I kNoW my gUy LoVes mE A lOt BUt i just hAvE a DIFFErENT feeLiNG tOwArDs HIm nOwADaYs.i DON't go OuT witH frEqUeNtLY,I DoN'T SpENd Much TiMe WitH HiM nOWAdAys,AnD i don't CaLL hIM uNtiL he CaLL me......iN fACt i aLsO dON't KnOW WhAt I ActuaLLY WANt....ItS NOT THAt I hAVe Another GUy OuTsIde..i JUsT fEEL That I aM toO YoUnG tO gEt MARriED oR ShoUlD i Say..''hAvE a coMMItMeNt''...iN other WORDs,I aM NoT rEaDY AS I feeL THaT I aM nOt mAture EnoUgH..?!?sHiaTZ,I doN'T kNow WHAt THE sHit I am taLKinG...wHatEVer iT is,THis POSt sHOuLD never bE rEaD By MY Guy...oR sHoUld He...????so thAT he Can UNdeRStaND My InNER feeLInGs...????!!?hhmmmm....whATEveR.....I can't TeLL anYOne eXCePT EXpresS mY feeLIngS oN This blOg.....
CIao FoR NOw....

CHANge oF sKiN

2005-09-14T05:08:00.000+08:00

HEy wHaDDUp peOPLE in thE hoUSE.....
jUST wAnna SAY tHAt I AM haPPY coZ i Just CHAngeD my bLOg skIn...kEKeKe....EnJOy my neW bLOg aND i Do hOpe U LIke THE videO oF mY FaVOURiTE ''idoL''...bARNey....YeAH....he'S mY faVoURiTE idOl AitE...i LovE hiS coLOUr And moSt oF aLL ThE WaY He lAUGhs.....HherGh...HergH....HEErGhH...!!!ANyWAY he JuSt ''roCks'' tHis viDEO....''PhaT barneY''......
SO NoTHinG MUcH tO wRite ThesE DAYs gUYs...BEEn BuSy,thAtS alL i Can SAy.....
So....enJOy tHe cLIp AND YeAh.DON'T ForgEt TO hoLLaBAck aT mE iN tHE CboX AfTeR u ScRoLL DoWn tHE VidEo cLIp.....aNd Do TAG mE....
CiAo foR noW.........LaKaLaKaLaKaLAka..........................

2005-09-08T19:24:00.000+08:00

*If U wanna tag me..Scroll down at the Video..*

CRUshED DrEaMS...

2005-08-26T03:01:00.000+08:00

aaARrGHgHhhHh.....WHY?WHy?WHY?WHY?.....WhY mUst he huRt Me LikE This..??hE kNows THAt i Love him,reSpeCT hiM anD wORshIp HIm...i AM WiLLInG To dO AnytHiNG FoR HiM...But WHY.....?!?WHy Did hE BrOkE My hEART and cRush mY drEAmS by LeavinG Me fOR AnothEr WoMAN....tHERE Goes mY drEaMs...aLL shaTtEreD By tHe man tHAT I lOvE SinCe i WaS YoUNg..i AdmirED him tOo mUcH That i EvEn kEeP His pIctURe iN my wALLet up tiLL nOW bUt.......AARrGHHhHh...wHaTs WRONG WitH me?iS iT bECOZ i Am fAt oR i Have noT EnOuGh ExpoSUre....?!?buT its Ok...i unDErStAnD..whO aM i AigHT...?jUST a NoRmaL GirL..a SimpLE giRL....noThiNG To giVE...NAiVE...nOt so sMART..nOt HoLDinG a gOoD Job....buT One ThinG is..i Can TakE carE OF Him And won'T bE A speNDTHrifT....i DON't uNdERStanD.....iS It a nEw TReNd nOw tO dO tHAT oR hiS nEw GirL is jUST AfTeR his mOnEy...????neVeRMind...i StiLL hAvE hoPe...i ShOuLd sTiLL hOPE AND PRAy anD Have fAith...MAyBe oNE finE daY.....jUST ONE fiNE DaY....U WiLL rEaLIsE ThAt i ShOULD HaVe bEen ThE OnE...tHe oNLY OnE....THe fAitHfUL oNe,THE TrUTHFUL aNd LOving OnE...i ShALL wAit fOR tHaT DaY....AS FaR as in HEAVEn....NO MaTtER wHAT U STiLL have A pLacE in My hEaRt No mAttEr HoW HeaRtBrOKen i AM.....i KnOW thAt oNE dAy....U ArE meaNt fOR me aNd i aM meant fOr mYseLF ANd Ur mOnEy AnD RoYaLtiEs ANd tHe tiTLE BeLOnG tO ME.........MY oNE and oNLY........''sULTan HASsANah bOLKiah''....i LoVe U aLwaYs anD FOrEver............

(who did u think i was talking about....hehehehehehe)

i take u to the GHANDI shop......

2005-08-13T00:50:00.000+08:00

hhmmmm.....i must say that today is a vey tiring day......i am so sleepy now but i guess let me post in this entry before retiring to bed.....work as usual today....had beef noodles for lunch today.....i know i am not suppose to eat from that stall but who cares anyway.....after work,i hang around the office to wait for my 'twin sister with different parents',RUPIEE.....yeah......in the evening we headed to little india......yeah yeah,as usual,get our normal toiletries and stuffs......by night,we can hear our stomachs rumbling....so what did we do...????
what else....but 'sappadeh'.....or should i say eat like pigss........the last time we ate at ''chettinadu'' and ''shakuntala'' but this time....''i take u to the 'ghandi shop'....boy one taste of what i got....''...yeah u guess it right...we ate at ''ghandi's'' and it was superb......we had 'prawn sambar',stomach/intestines curry,fish cutlet,eggs sambar.....aaahhhhh......heaven......and my rice was 'briyani' rice........whoahhh..........we ate and ate and laugh and ate......until we don't recognise our stomachs anymore...when we enter the restaurant,there were a few 'makkals' disturbing us...and i guess they don't recognise us anymore when we finish eating....maybe they thought we are pregnant.....but check it out guys.....the food is just fantastic!!!!after that we have no choice but to walk so that we can digest our food and somehow 'exercise'....whatever....we looked at some sarees and stuffs....until i couldn't it take coz i am so sleepy that i have to force rupiee to drink coffee..u know its the usual stuff...after a snake eat,it wants to sleep and change its skin aight....so we had coffee and chit chat for a while before heading home....we could not help it but make fun of people around us not looking at our own 'so-called pregnant' stomachs......pregnant with all the masala of india......anyway,when i reached home,i took my shower,do some ayurvedic massages,had my feet scrubbed and relaxes with aromatherapy oils,made some calls and here i am in front of the computer.....but i guess i cannot last a minute more so i have to go now...the dream world is calling me now.....oh yes,before i sleep i have to take some laxatives to bring my 'bulge' down a bit...ooohh..i am so full,i think i will really sleep like a pig tonight.......so sleepy lah...ciao for now...byeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.....

happy birthday to my hometown......

2005-08-10T00:47:00.000+08:00

hey...its been a while since my last entry....hmmmm.....first thing first,happy birthday to my country.....yeah yeah,no matter where i am,its still my country aight....hhmmmm,today is kinda tiring but fun.i watched a malaysian movie,AANDHAL,starring my favourite celebrity from THR.RAAGA....RAM and SHANKERA!!!i watched it with my twin sister but different parents,RUPIEE.we screamed and screamed...just could not take it when they get close to the heroine...heart burning....jealous...hhmmm...anyway,so what??we had fun with them like hell in johor,singapore and K.l.....got them in our pockets!!!up close and personal....after work,me and rupiee went to the ''john little' mega sale at the expo...hhmmm...bought some undergarments....yeah yeah,my butt getting bigger u see,so i kinda need new undies....hehehehehe....we had 3 hours of hunting for that 'perfect' undies for our perfect butts(me and rupiee)....we hanged out at the expo centre before we headed back home...actually, i sent rupiee first before going home...had to go near her place before coming down to my place again,,,so troublesome,but what to do.....she just won't let me go back peacefully....reached home,took my shower,did some surveys and here i am writing another entry in my blog.....kinda sleepy now.....had to wake up early tomorrow morning.....so ciao for now.......byeeeeeeeeee....

i HAVE NO desiRE...!!!

2005-08-06T01:21:00.000+08:00

I Am So dAMNed TiREd TODaY....i cAN JUST GO on sLeePiNg And sLeEPiNg.....YestERday me aND MY coLLeagUES WEnt FoR A DinneR OutiNg AT A rESTaURAnt NAmED 'kuaLi'...HHMmmm...i woNDEr HOW THeY Got that SUcH WiERd NaME...BuT ThE FoOd wAS goOd...buffEt SpREAd Of LoCaL CuisinEs...hhmmm...aNd oF COUrSe As usUaL,We ATe LikE Pigs...OR SHOuLD i saY wiLd boArS....?!?tHe FiRst on thE LIsT FoR The ''Eat LikE a PiG'' LiST Is..WhO ELSe....BUT...mE....i mEan i hAVE No cHoiCE,i HaD tO MaKe mY MoNeY WorTH it aiGHT...pLAtES AftEr PLATES Of FOoD....beeF,Lamb,rEd sNappeR,deSseRtS,oYSteRS....weLL i dOn'T eat OystErS cOz.....hHMMm...HigH SEXuaL StuFFs AN u KnOw...APHRoDiSiaCs...weLL,ENjoyed oursELvEs,Took PiCTUres oF OURseLVES aNd Our StoMACHS(BEfore AnD AftER)....aftER tHaT We tOOK A waLK(hAd tO benT MyseLf A Bit cOz I am tOO FuLL THaT i CoUlDn't WaLK STRAigHT)AnD HEAdEd to boaT QuaY...wAitEd FOR my SiS and aunT bEFoRe HEAdiNG TO ''dESiRE 1''...a CLUb AT BoAt quaY...it kinda sucKs ACtuALLy...nO CroWd so We jUsT sTaYed foR a WhiLe(FrEe FLOw fOr $10) and hEADED To ''dEsirE 2'' afTEr ThAT AT mOhD SuLtAn.....oohhH...aNoThER LeT-DoWN.....No CrOWD At aLL....!!!SuCh A WAsTe,COZ ThEy pLAY ReALLy goOd SOngs...WhAT THE HeLL hAPPEneD TO tHE WOrLD OF cLUBBiNG??ESPeciALLy AfteR ''LOX''...???!!???i KiNdA missEd LOX...WONDEr whaT MaKEs The oWnerS tO cLOSE it dOwn...wouLd GivE tHEm EVErYThinG TO BRiNG LOX bAck...THaT ThE Best CLUB i'Ve evER WenT....anyWaY,cRoWD Or nO crOwD..I dOn'T cArE buT i JuSt dAnCeD anD DANcEd whilE eNjoYiNG ThE frEe-fLOW of BoURboN anD VodkA....SAw A guY who lOOkED LikE ''ANNiyAn''.....HaHahA....''mAmA gangsta''....we did nOT sTay LOnG Since NO crOWd aNd iTS JuSt Me aND My gang DaNciNg,so WE weNt hoME....i GOT LeSs tHaN 4 HOuRs tO SLeeP befOrE GoiNg tO work This mOrniNG....thAtS WHY aM sO SLeePy noW...sO i guEsS i Got SoMe sLeep CaTChinG Up to DO aFtEr This...Got To Go gUyS....CiaO FoR NoW.....

wHiLE wAiTing.....

2005-08-04T05:39:00.000+08:00

OOOoOooHH....today is tHe dAy....yeS...CAN'T wait foR tHiS evENiNG TO coME...iTs LikE WAitiNG For AgeS...weLL,ActUALLy Me and My CoLLeagues aRe goInG Out tOGETher AfteR sOoo sOOo LONG!!!YeS wE dO Go oUt togETher BuT NoT aLL aT One tiMe....iTs LikE SoMeOnE have TO Work OR somEone can't MAke iT...bUt THiS eVeNiNG,iTS dIffErEnT.eVErYOne of us gEtS TO Go....YeAh!!!WE aRe AcTuaLLY GOiNG FoR A DiNNer buFFeT.hhMmm...yUm!yuM!iT STARTed wiTH MY 'bIg BoSs' Who GaVE uS moNey tO SPeNd due To OuR BRiLLianT JOB...u KnOW fANTastic TEamWork,gOOD JOB so iTs kInD Of A REwArD ThinG(bUT EveR sinCe we got thAT MOnEY,weiRd thingS bEGaN To haPPeN BuT SO WhaT,itS fREe sTUFf!!) So we DeCiDeD To go fOR SOmE eAtinG seSsiON...bUT we jUsT CoUlD noT Find A peRFEcT daY.....So FinALLy we oR ShOulD i sAy..mE,SuGgesTed thAt wE gO ouT oN THe EVE oF onE oF OuR COLLeaguE'S BiRtHdAy,ThaT Is tOdaY..AnD tHeY saId ok...sO HerE wE ARe....I knOW I KnOw iTs nOt rEaLLY A fAnTastiC newS or EXciTinG ThiNG For u GUYS BuT i juST FEeL LIke TeLLing CoZ tHiS OuTiNG mEaNs a LoT TO me....AnywaYz....i hAVE A PrOblem....i DoN't KNoW WHAt To WeAr!!!i MEAn..we are GoInG tO KInD Of a finE DiNiNG pLacE aNd i HaVe to drEsS Up NIcE aigHT...???aND wiTH aLL tHE ExtrA PoUnds i aM gaiNiNg.......sO hOW..??aaarRgH...i guEsS i Have tO DO SOME exPEDiTioN oN mY waRdrOBE todAy....iF nOt...DoN'T TeLL mE i HavE to Go And BUy new cLOtHEs......hELP!!!!anywAYs.....AnyhoW...I HavE tO FiNd SOMEThiNg TO WEaR By HOoK OR bY CrooK UNLesS i JUsT WanNa Go wiTH mY LiNGeRie..hEhEHE....Ok GUyS,WiSH me LUCk...GOT to Go sTArt My EXpeDiTion noW...ciaOzzzZZzZ.......

dAmNED HeadAcHe

2005-08-02T02:34:00.000+08:00

i Am reALLy NOt iN tHe mOoD TOday...I DuNNo WhaTS WrOng..i haVe a teRRibLe HEaDachE AnD iTS KiLLInG ME.......!!!iTs BEeN on sINcE This MOrNiNg uNTiL NoW...iS IT BecAUsE i DiD NoT HavE ENOuGh SLeeP...???Or WAs it beCAuse I dID nOT hAv My cOFFEE This MOrNinG.....??bUt i HAD iT in thE EvEninG But stiLL.....iTS kiLLinG Me..!!!aArrGh...i FeEL LiKe CHOppiNg mY hEAd(LikE ThOSE iRAQIs BEheaDinG ViDEos).....HaHAHA....WHatEvEr...AnYWAY,wiTH aLL THe 'TALeVALi'(heaDacHe) Nd sLeePinESs,i waS Like DozinG OfF iN tHe bUs so baDLy(saT BESidE OnE OLd MaN)anD iF i STaYED LoNGeR I Would haVE SLEpT oN THAt oLD MAn's sHOuLdeR(aNd HE wOULD BE hApPy),ThAt i HAD TO cHAnGE SeAt And sAt aLOnE....aNd dOzed oFf...tiLL i ReAcHed THe BUs iNteRcHANGE....LUcKily I SUDDenLy WOKE Up..if nOt....hhHMmMm....ONE nigHT StAnd in tHe bUs iNteRcHANgE i SuPpOsE....AtE LIke a Pig TodAy....AtE MiNi chiCKEn fiLLet wiTH MY siS...ThEN cOnTinUEd WitH seAfooD FriEd Rice WiTH MY FriENDS.....my stOMaCH..??i CAn'T reCogniSE it aNYmOrE....SO,deSpITe MY HEAdACHe,i Still diD my CrUnCHes jUsT NOw aFtEr A SHORT nAP...ANd PractIcE MY BeLLy DaNcinG Moves wHile waTChinG My fAvOuriTe BEllyDaNcer,RAniA,oN ViDEoS.nOw,whAt i HaVe To Do is,TO TaKe shoWer EvEnThOuGh itS LIkE ALmoSt 3am in tHe mORNiNG CoZ fEELinG So SWeATY afTeR mY 'WoRKOuT'....STill HaViNG My heAdACHe BUt betTEr tHaN EaRLIER AFtEr thE sHOrT nAP....i guess i NeED SoME ASPirinS....ok...goT To tAke My shoWEr nOw..ThEN sLeeP.....CiAO....

ChiCkeN FEEt At j.B

2005-07-30T04:21:00.000+08:00

SO DAMNEd TiREd tOdAY.....siNce MoRning I WORked....THen mY suB-Line BuSinESS.....FoLLOWEd bY A TRip tO J.B ThAt waS LIkE SHit!!!oNLY God KnOWS WHat i FeLt AnD WEnt ThROugh.....my fEet aRe ALrEaDy iN pain DUe To a nEw pair oF sHoeS tHat I bOught...U kNOW....biG giAnT fEet trYiNG to aDapt TO A noRMAL shoE...i havE No CHOiCE,i HAVe To gET UsEd To The SHoE CoZ itS JUSt NoT EASY tO GET ShoEs Of My sizE THEse DAys...so what HaPPenEd wAS,i usEd thE SHOe For Like 2 DAYs and my Feet ARe Kinda sWOllEN AND HAD BLiSteRs oN it...So i BORRoWeD MY cOLLEAgue's SHOeS aND Wore FOR the resT OF the DAy....AfTer tHAt i cHaNgeD TO My OWN pAir oF SLip-ONS tHAT I fiND Is coMfORtABLe foR Me tO gO To j.b WiTh.....JOuRney oN ThE way wAS aLreADy HectiC And AS j.b iS SO So bLOOdy JamNED aNd me aNd mY beST buddY WEre OuT Of tiME,we DeCiDED to aLIGHT hALfWaY On thE CauSEWAY(NoT OnLY us,A LoT More dOiNg ThaT-iTs cOmMOn)aNd wALkEd A SHOrt diStancE to THE cUsTOm....oH gOD...i Just cAN'T StAND THE ROAdS oN thE CausEWay WitH All thOSE biG tRUckS....EEehhHH!!!whY cAn't theT JUsT uSE The sEcoND LinG That WAs MEaNT FoR THem....SO whilE WALkinG.....PpPRrrpKkK!!!my sLIp-oNS gAve way and tAdaH....!!!tHe sTRaP just CaMe OFf aND it Can'T Be fiXeD!!!iMagine???WALkiNg On tHe CAUSEWAY anD uR ShOeS jUST Go....TadAh...PprapkK!!!SHit...hoLY Shit!!!AnD TO MAkE mATTeRS WoRsT,ThERe'S thIs sTooPid TrUcK driver POorEki(chee ko pek/pervert) KOrRenGGe(monkey) wHo kEpT oN HOnkiNg at US!!!OH PLeASe....No WAy am i GonnA Have a Ride wiT Ya...Na ah....!!!I RaThER wALk bar footEd to my DEStiNAtion....AND GUeSS wHaT???thAts WHAt i ExActLY DID!!!bEYOnD mY WiLdEst imaGiNATioNs....tO WALk baRe-FOOteD on thE stREEtS AND rOAdS of J.B....AaarGHhh!!!wiTh All tHOsE.....muddY paVEmEnTs..DiRTY uNDERGroUNd tuNNelS WiTH drUG ADdicTS uRiNAting eVErYwHere....buT wHaT caN i DO..??i HAve nO cHoice....i just Put oN a BRave fRONt,cArRy my sLip-oNs(aS EviDEncE) AnD jUST waLk tHROUGH tHe cUstoMs,WaLk At tHE UnDerGrOuNd TUNNeL,chANgE mONey aT THE aLLeys aND WalK tHROugh thE DiRTY aLLeyS to Get TO citY SquAre...Of cOUrse..wHAt do U EXpEcT..??aLL THoSE 'AWAng SkUDAiS,ANNEhS AnD maT Jb oilY FaceS aLL MaDe caT CaLLS At mE...'Oi KAKi AyAm...'(MeANs cHIcKEN feeT...wHaTEVer)i JUSt fEEL LikE tHrowiNg My sLippERS At tHEiR bLOOdy oily FAceS...LooK At TheIr BLoody FAceS first!!thAks TO My BuddY,ShE hELp TO CoVER ME..ANd AlsO tOOL OFf her SHOES TO shoW HER sUpPOrT...thAnKS yANa...aNYWAy,tHE fiRST ThiNg I DiD WhEN i ReAChed CiTY SqUaRe WaS TO get..OF cOuRse...shOES...!!!trieD A Few buT EiTHER dOn'T Like the DEsiGnS or No siZe...buT mAnaGeTO FiND oNE.jUsT DuMpEd The oLD ONE AT THE sHOP itseLF...We REACheD QUiTe LATE So mOst SHopS arE CLoSing So E heaD tO The aLLeyS To Get vCDS FoLLOWEd by sUpper At tHe 'CarPaRK'..chEck iT oUT!!theY Have qUaLiTY FooD THerE aiGHT...oH,FoRgOt tO TeLL u GUys tHAt i ManAgE To wAsH My FeeT in tHE toiLetS....cOZ i HaVE To...i CoULdn;T recogNIse My owN FeET aT firsT!!tHEy wErE bLAck AS sooT!!imagInE....J.b roaDs???EEeEeeEe....hoPe u GuYS WON't go tHrOUGHT It..it sUCks REaLLY...AfTEr suPper wew HEaDED hOme...i MaDe A FeW CaLLS,hAd MY ShOWeR AnD.........ScrUB MY FeeT LikE cRAzY!!!HaD MY oWn feeT aromAtHErAPy...sOAkEd ThEM,sCRuBBeD tHeM,soAkED aGAiN And mOiStuRisEd...pOor FeEt oF miNe..they WenT THrOUgh HEll tOdAy sO ThEY nEeD hEAvEN now aiGHT...i fEeL BEttEr Now...sO RelAXeD wHile pOstinG tHiS EnTrY....And driNkiNG MY miLo...hEHEHe...sOrrY GuyS My eNtrY iS LONG but TOo bAd i jusT HAVe To LET out mY frUsTRAtiONs fOR tOdAy....aAAhHH...my feEt SMell So NicE Now....WANnA SNiFF..???hAhAHA...ciAO FOR NOw....So SLeePy......

sLaCKinG

2005-07-26T18:30:00.000+08:00

NOthinG ExciTiNG HApPeNeD thesE PasT fEW DaYS sO NOt MUCh To WRiTE...JUST aT hOmE NoW,lAzINg ArOunD wHile LiSteNing To mUSic AND dANCe a bit herE AND ThEre...Didn't Do mUCH.....iN tHe MOrNinG just nOW i WenT To tHe baNK to AppLY for A deBit cArD...tHEY saY i haD To WAit fOr a weEk or TWO FoR tHe cArd tO Be rEaDy...AftEr THaT i camE HOMe And SLeeP......i hAve beeN SLeePinG A loT tHeSe daYs..Like a Pig...whaT CAn I SaY saY..???worKINg HaRd so neeD PLenty Of sLEeP AigHT...?!?HhmmM..i thiNK thAtS aBOuT it...goT To Go aND GeT ReAdy fOR mY BeLLY-dAnCinG CLasSeS Now....so ADios!!!!!

HiGH.....HigHER....hiGHEsT.....

2005-07-24T04:10:00.000+08:00

WeLL....I AM boReD NoW...AnD HigH tOo...i AM hiGH oN ReD winE...yeAh...A cOLLeaguE Of minE BrOUGHT A bottLe OF aUSTrALian 70'S ReD winE aNd...itS Like.......oOoHhHh...i AM SEeiNG sTaRs......itS JuSt thE 2 Of US..And wE Had tO FiNiSH ThE WHOLE BOTtlE.....AaRrgH!!!..i AM nOt rEaLLy A WinE PeRsOn..i LoVE liQoUr MOrE ThAn wiNe...buT stiLL...hOw Often do U geT To DriNK WinE AigHT..??SO SO so....SOSoK!!!AAahh...i Am SO HiGH....AnYway JUsT waNnA iNFOrM u gUyS ThAt YESTeRdAy SOmeONe iRRiTatED Me aigHT..??weLL weLL itS SeTTLed fOR noW..THaT PeRson aPOLOGiSEd For mAkInG Me CRy...hAhaHa....fEeL So GoOd...!!i ThiNk thAtS WHy i CeLEBraTeD witH a bOtTlE of A BlOODY ReD winE!!!hhmmM...ok Got To gO nOw...i neEd soME SLeeP if nOt I cAn'T cONcENtrAte....heLP......!!!eH,wHaT AM i wriTInG..??wHaTeVeR....ooOhHh..i am SEeiNG BirdS NOw....HeY,iTS CUCKOo BiRDS....!!!WOw...OoOHhH...ciAo FoR NoW..i ThInK I SEe EDdie murpHy cOminG...OK gUYs....ByE...

sAD sAd mE.....

2005-07-23T01:52:00.000+08:00

sOMEone iRritATEd ME toDay..i WaS SO piSSed Of(BuT of CourSE Not tO ThE EXTeNd of ThrowiNG the TV to tHe WaLL,if u knOW wHAt I meAN...HhmMM).....tHaT LeAds ME TO bE SO So sAd...i CannoT beLievE iT CaMe FroM THAt PeRsOn.....sHoOT!!!cRIeD And CRiEd..aFter So LoNg....i haTe To crY fOr PEoPLe AND iTS BEEN sO LoNg i crieD For soMeOne BUt,juST shiT LAh!!!My eYeS aRe KiNda SWOLLEN NOW.....i WAS SO joviaL JUsT NoW and...poP...iTs JUsT HAPPeNed...tO hELL wiTh THAT persOn....i gOT a LifE TO LivE mAn....I HAve To mAKe ARRangEMenTS tO BE hApPy agaiN.....ciAo fOR Now....

Oh hApPy dAy....

2005-07-20T23:04:00.000+08:00

Today wAS KiNda of a FuN Day ThAt i HAD BEEN WAiTinG fOR tHE past FeW weEks.....I mET MY besT buDdiES FrOM HiGH SchooL...Missed THeM sO mUCh....HhmMM...wE wenT oUt foR diNNER,AtE aT 'breEks'..LiKe piGLEtS....SorrY guYs...HahAha!!!anD tHe biRThDaY GaL,FaLAh PrOuDLy paiD thE BiLL With HeR CrEdit cArd...hHMMm..imPrEsSivE!!......aNyway,WEnT FoR a mOviE aFTEr diNNER...WAtchED 'thE FaNtastic 4'...niCe mOvie...i KnOW...we STiLL haVE ThE KiDS iN uS u seE...aNyWay,I WANNA bE ThE 'iNvinsibLe wOmaN'....HeHEHe...JesSiCA aLba IS SoO pREtTy....By tHe WAY,AFteR tHe mOvie,wE weNT tO waTson to geT MA'stUffs....BeFoRe wE gO ON oUr sEparAtE WaYs....i mEaN I DoN't ANNa spOiL fAlaH's biRThDaY pLAns WitH HER FiaNcE toNiGht......HhHmmmM......anD i suPPose zUZu HaVe hEr OwN PLans toO....itS Only Me WHo is...'LoNELy...i'M SO LOnELy....i hAvE nOBoDy....'wHaTeVer!!!CUt tHe CrAp!!SO.....I TooK ThE TrAin and hEaD HoMe.....anD NoW i'M wRitiNG THis pOsT wHile LIsTeniNg To My bELLydANCiNg SoNgS,....witHout cHaNgiNg Ma'CLOTHeS.....straiGht FRom wHErE i camE FRoM....DirtY Me?!?WhAtEver iT iS...i hAd fuN tOday...iT miGHt sound bORiNg To U BuT NoT TO me...iMaginE MEetING Ur sCHooL fRieNDS afTeR SOoo SoOO LoNG???GLAD we tOOK pHotoS foR MemoRiES ToDaY...EXcEpt foR That sTUpid 'nEo-Print' SHOp tHAT CLoSEd EArLy...hHMMm...tOO BaD hAnNAH waS NoT WitH uS...hOpE ShE'LL maKe iT tHe nExt Time ShE cOmeS BaCK fROm AuStRaLiA....seE YoU GUyS AgAin....ciAO FoR NoW....

lalalala

2005-07-19T15:52:00.000+08:00

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