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Friday, July 28, 2006

like i said,i am gonna write oftenly here so u guys are gonna see more of my entries aite....

anyway like has been like hell in just these 2 days...my personl problem as well as my course...couldn't understand a ''pulti'' what he was teaching us...hhhmmmm....furthermore i was on medical leave yesterday due to fever and the flu,so i missed a class...but its ok coz i am gonna attend the make-up lesson tomorrow...hmmmmm....but overall,class is fun and i had hell of a fun time making fun of people and making a fool of myself with my stupid jokes...furthermore with my new-found colleagus...we are really cool buddies and can get along except for this one guy in our buddy group...he was nice and decent in the first few weeks but he is totally different now...we have suddenlt realised his true colours and it was like a slap to our faces....we girls have promised not to gossip about the other students in fron of me anymore in fear of being boycotted....but of course breakfast and lunch continues as usual with the gang....
i just got back from class and a brief appoinment with someone important and i am actually writing this entry from my sister's office...cool huh...i made this office like my own....
going for dinner soon with her and her colleague...its been a long time since i met them and i missed them loads...since i am starting class late tomorrow,i could stay out a but later tonight...
anyway i must stress that you guys don't know what the shit and hell i have gone through these 2 days....but its just part of my private life but i just wanna tell u gus how i feel....i am totally doomed,afraid,confused,in a dilemma and totally shocked for what is happening and going to happen...i just have to hope for the best and i have to pray to god to forgive my sins and let me start afresh...i've got this new job and i am totally happy and excited with all the perks involved and the good package so i don't want anythig to come in between and spoil it...everything unless they can give me more than what my new company offers...??
kinda hungry but i kinda feel combusted too...i had kfc fried chicken,cheesy fries and iced milo for lunch today with my buddies....it was their suggestion...i don't know but i feel that i feel good if i eata proper meal as in rice or noodles instead of fast food...but suprisingly i was an ambasador of fast food back then...i guess it changes with age and everything....its not that i don't like but i just don't feel full but i followed their suggestion coz i felt that i need change of menu....hhhmmmm....
anywayz,been talking too much here and i think they are gonna go off soon too so i might as well clear my stuff and get ready before they lock me in this office...
i am gonna enjoy mu dinner now......bye............................

mYra eATiNG ChiCkEn' aT 6:30 PM
Tuesday, July 25, 2006

it has been a tiring and boring start for the week....my course which is more difficult and stressful each day,my flu,my cough,my boring life and most of all my laziness......!!!i'm kinda lazy to move around these days...i guess its due to the new hours that i am doing on my course..i tend to go home straight and SLEEP....!!!
i was so stressed up that i had to go and take a ''refreshing'' walk....so i head down to parkway parade yesterday after my course...did some window-shopping and also basic shopping...i got myself a top and a bottom from dorothy perkins which entitled me to a 15%discount....i couldn't get further discounts with my membership card though coz that was just their shop promotion....hhmmmm...but at least i could accumulate my points...next i bought shortbreads,chocolates and a hand moisturiser from marks and spencer...love the china blue floral collection...next i got myself some coffee sachets and some snacks to munch on ''discreetly'' in class....nasty..!!!i love to eat guys,i must confess...and u gotta accept that...too bad...but i do maintain my bootilicious figure though....a figure that niggaz love....hehehehe...i know mine do.....nasty!!!
to top up that shopping trip,i had to get quick relief flu medicine so i got myself a box of ''LEMSIP''....well,at least after that trip,i felt better and happier and calm...in fact i could concentrate better in class today...!!!thats my remedy to release stress...i've been doing that since i was a teen....
anyway,one sad thing was that i love this top from topshop...it sooo me and nice but its kinda costly for that kind of top...i thought i could spend that amount for a better brand like ''BEBE'' or something...so i went home without...furthermore i have been spending alot these days despite my boo not being around...hhhmmmm,how i missed him...if only he is here,he would have gotten that top for me...u know these ballerz love to see their women dress fine...and he always wants me to look good and always get the stuffs that he thinks will look good on me....oh gosh...why am i telling all these to u....?!?!?enough of that mushy mushy stuffs and lets get back to reality.......(i'm not trying to be like that ''someone'' ok but at least i sound better....hahahahaha)
what i'm also trying to say is that u guys could share or something to get that top for me...its ok.if its not a suprise anymore despite my birthday was like 2 weeks ago...its a brown,kimono concept satin top from topshop and i am wearing a size 12....got that info...???ok,cool.....

anywayz,enough of me and my crapz....i'm wrting this while listening to ''deja vu'' so i guess thats why all the mushy stuffs are coming out....but i do miss my boo aite....
ok ok fine....got to go now....gonna drink my ''LEMSIP'' sachet.its almost 9pm...gotta sleep early so that i could wake up early tomorrow and prepare for the upcoming topics for tomorrow....and there goes my stressful course again.......
oh what a day.....!!but now its time to have sweet dreams...or maybe wet dreams...ooops!!!

''knOw THAT i cAn't GeT oVer YOu
'cOz eVerytHing i sEe iS yoU
and i dON't wANt nO sUBstiTutE
bAby i sWEaR iTS DejA vU......''

ok guys..lets call it a night....good night.....!!!!sweet dreams to me.....and u...and u....and U.......!!!

mYra eATiNG ChiCkEn' aT 8:12 PM
Sunday, July 23, 2006

oH mY gOD....!!!!
iTs bEen DAyS...mONtHS...yearS...(i THinK)....iN OtHER wOrDs...aGeS...siNcE I cAmE in HeRE tO updaTe mY bLOg oR eVeN LooK aT iT....oH gosh....
i GUeSs thE REasOnS arE mAybE bcOz i Was tOO pReOccUpieD WiTh OThEr STufFs ThAt aRe MUcH mORe iMPOrTaNt...aNd aLso MAYBe nOthinG muCh thinGs hAPPeniNg to WRitE abOuT(unLikE sOMeONE....)oR mAybE bCOz Too MUch thiNGs arE HaPPeNInG ThAT i doN'T wAnnA writE abOuT...poSSibiLitiES...BuT wHateVer....the pOint iS...i'M bAcK...BABY I'm baCk...bAbY gOt BaCk....(ANd Ya Ya i wiLL dIsaPPeAr AgaiN,i kNOw THATs wHat u ARE thiNKing...)
i GUeSS ItS Time To BE bAck in ThE LimeliGht..YeAH YeAh...AS if I wAS in ThE LimELighT At The firsT pLacE....i'M gOnNA StaRT uPDatinG mY bLOg ofTeNLy...hOW ofTEn..i DunNo bUt JUsT oFteNLy ok....sO guYs.....CHeCk iT OuT..!!
fiRsT oF aLL i mUsT SaY thAt i Was SoOOo ShocKeD To seE mY cOUsiN ArOUnD my arEA YestErdAy...BUt WE hAD fUN cHAttinG aNd CAtchiNG uP on gOoD OL tiMes ovEr MiLO DinosAur.OtaK-oTAK aNd pAus....U knOw wHO u ARe cOz I'm Not goNnA meNTioN aNy NamEs DE To SecUritY reASoNs AnD aLso DuE TO bCOz the CousiN invoLVeD is a MinoR....haHaHA....
BuT we did HaVe FuN aitE..esPeciaLLy GossiPiNG boUt ''MaRs bArS''....MuaHaHAhA...wHAt The PuLtI...!!
hoPe wE cAn ChILL oUT AgaiN LikE THaT...sO MoRe aHem aHem cOMPetitionS i GUeSS...hEY,i onLy sTArtEd uPDating mY bLOg cOz of u oK...sO aPprEciaTE mE aitE...YaYa WhaTeVEr.....
uR mOthER iS soOo BiG that sHe hAs tO taKe SHoWEr iN a RivER....hAhAha...

mYra eATiNG ChiCkEn' aT 12:53 PM
Wednesday, February 01, 2006

HEy YA....
I kNOw iTS BeeN a LoNg TimE.........
weLL....I JUsT gOt BaCk frOm kL maLaYSiA....i HaVe BeEn veRY StreSSeD anD BOrEd ANd Too mANy ThinGs Are iN My Head sO i GoTtA heaD fOr a hoLiDay...EvEntHouGH iTS nEar..i MeaN ...nOt To pARiS or somEThiNg U kNOw....
AnYWaY,i HaD gReaT TimE WiTH mY SiSsY and hER BuDDieS.....i ManAGeD tO fOrGeT my prObLems aNd LeAve mY sTreSs bEhiNd....Had nOnseNSicaL TiMe wIth EsHa aND her BuDDiES bUT oF CoURsE hoLIdAy Was MUcH mOre fuN wItH mY BudDy,ruPiEE....weLL iAm nOt sAYiNG tHat iTs Not fuN wITh My SiTer and Her FriEndS...we EnJoyEd TOO MucH bUT tHeY aRE My SiSTEr'S bUdDiES AS For RuPiEE,SHe is my BESt BudDy AnD WE sHaReD a LoT of sTUfFs TogthEr aND thiNK aLike....AnD ouR hoLIdAy WaS kiNdA lUxURiOUs As We StAyED iN 5sTar HoteLs WhiLE mY sIsTer anD hEr BuDdiEs Are U kNow.....moRE LikE on a BudGEt HoliDAy bUT wE juSt HaD fuN...aTe SOOO MuCH...gO cLuBBinG...sHOpPInG...MaKiNG fUn of peOplE...got drUnk iN ThE hOTel RooM...cReaTE OuR oWn gAmes AND amuSe OuRseLVeS....Bt Of CoURse,nOw tHAT i AM bAcK.....THe pRobLemS AnD sTResS Are SLowLy cLOudIng My hEAd AgaiN...I gUEsS i ShOUlD sTop ThinKinG aBoUT mY pRobLemS And LiVe my LifE aS THe DaYS gOes By....i JusT tHinK tOo MuCh aNd STResSed my seLf tOo MUCH tHat SoMETimEs My MInd iS Not WoRkiNg anD i BEcAme a ZoMBie....aaAhhH sHiT mAn....aNd i doN't kNOw WhY i sUDdENLy feeL so saD tHaT i feeL LikE cRYinG tOdaY...weLL i Did CrieD a Bit But I mAnaGeD tO wipE mY teARs BeFOrE anyonE SeeS it...i Don'T waNt ChAOS.....AaArrGgHhHh!!!!!
i THiNK I nEeD tO Lie doWn OR hAvE A dRinK oR gO OuT fOr A wHilE Now.....tO reLAx myseLf....

mYra eATiNG ChiCkEn' aT 9:23 PM
Wednesday, October 26, 2005

hEY whAdDUp PEEpZ IN tHE HOuSe....iTs LiKE i'M bAcK y'LL....FROM ThE DeAd oF CoURse....iTS BEEN a LooOonG Loonng Time SincE i UpDatE...U kNoW I'm a verY BuSy WomaN....EVERyoNE neeD mE eVERyWHerE.....wHaTEVEr....
weLL,i aM KinDA saD tOdaY....i AM In a diLemMA....SoMeTimEs I just aSK MYSelf.....dO i nEeD a bOyfRieND/man iN mY LIfE(BeSiDE My DaD coz I lOVE HIm A Lot)....LiFE SUX WitH A gUy By ur siDE,FROM mY PoiNt Of viEW...sOmeTImES U JuST HaVe thIS FeeliNG tHAT u NEEd Ur SPaCe aNd SometiMes wHeN Ur maN giVE u tHe SpacE ThAT u nEEd,U feeL tHaT u ARe Not LOveD...?!?i DuNNo...i am TRuly CONfUSED....fUrthErmoRe...I DoN'T WaNNa Get MARrIEd earLY aND StUfFS...iN FACT,i DoN'T wannA GET MARrIEd aT aLL....LooKinG aT aLL mY FRIeNds ANd rELAtIVeS WHo arE mArRIED,tHeY encouNTer SO muCH prOBLEms...!!!i mEAN THeSE pRobLeMs WOn't ArisE iF They arE nOt MARrIED t ThE fIRsT placE.....i dOn'T WANNA DiSAPPoINt MY ParEntS By Not GETTiNG mArrIED coZ Its onLY ME AnD mY SisteR THaT THeY hAvE bUt i aLsO WANNA LiVe THe LifE ThAt I wANt To LIvE...fRee,CaREfrEe,No oNE tO REPORT tO,NO oNe TO pEStEr,nO ONe To seRve,NoT mUCh RESpoNSibiLItIEs,ETc....
weLL...I jUst HaVe To SEE how FAR MY reLAtioNSHiP cAN go on....itS NOT thaT ItS On the roCKS Or sOmETHINg...I kNoW my gUy LoVes mE A lOt BUt i just hAvE a DIFFErENT feeLiNG tOwArDs HIm nOwADaYs.i DON't go OuT witH frEqUeNtLY,I DoN'T SpENd Much TiMe WitH HiM nOWAdAys,AnD i don't CaLL hIM uNtiL he CaLL me......iN fACt i aLsO dON't KnOW WhAt I ActuaLLY WANt....ItS NOT THAt I hAVe Another GUy OuTsIde..i JUsT fEEL That I aM toO YoUnG tO gEt MARriED oR ShoUlD i Say..''hAvE a coMMItMeNt''...iN other WORDs,I aM NoT rEaDY AS I feeL THaT I aM nOt mAture EnoUgH..?!?sHiaTZ,I doN'T kNow WHAt THE sHit I am taLKinG...wHatEVer iT is,THis POSt sHOuLD never bE rEaD By MY Guy...oR sHoUld He...????so thAT he Can UNdeRStaND My InNER feeLInGs...????!!?hhmmmm....whATEveR.....I can't TeLL anYOne eXCePT EXpresS mY feeLIngS oN This blOg.....
CIao FoR NOw....

mYra eATiNG ChiCkEn' aT 2:39 AM
Wednesday, September 14, 2005

HEy wHaDDUp peOPLE in thE hoUSE.....
jUST wAnna SAY tHAt I AM haPPY coZ i Just CHAngeD my bLOg skIn...kEKeKe....EnJOy my neW bLOg aND i Do hOpe U LIke THE videO oF mY FaVOURiTE ''idoL''...bARNey....YeAH....he'S mY faVoURiTE idOl AitE...i LovE hiS coLOUr And moSt oF aLL ThE WaY He lAUGhs.....HherGh...HergH....HEErGhH...!!!ANyWAY he JuSt ''roCks'' tHis viDEO....''PhaT barneY''......
SO NoTHinG MUcH tO wRite ThesE DAYs gUYs...BEEn BuSy,thAtS alL i Can SAy.....
So....enJOy tHe cLIp AND YeAh.DON'T ForgEt TO hoLLaBAck aT mE iN tHE CboX AfTeR u ScRoLL DoWn tHE VidEo cLIp.....aNd Do TAG mE....
CiAo foR noW.........LaKaLaKaLaKaLAka..........................

mYra eATiNG ChiCkEn' aT 5:08 AM
Thursday, September 08, 2005

*If U wanna tag me..Scroll down at the Video..*

mYra eATiNG ChiCkEn' aT 7:24 PM